Find the small fearful "self" and come out the back side into the whole, including, not excluding, the small fearful nodule which is then experienced NOT TO BE SELF but an impostor of sorts–a dark magician. Acceptance of the small nodule of fear, with gratitude that it is so small. Extend around it, back into the playful space with others. Get as big as the moment, the situation, the environment, my reactions, your reactions, your care, my care, our care. Accept all with gratitude, through center, through breath, through supple spine, through extension, in fact this is extension, this whole thing is extension, extending. Play in this whole space in this moment.